merimei

Wish I wasn't here, what if? Wish I disappeared to check What would you do, how would you live Without me? Would you even care what I have done? Would  you look at stars again? Would you visit place, the same That we were in and no one else Together Now I know it's pointless to take part... Roses on my grave would be black And all that rainy day would suck But in your world would still be sun So, if you won't care, give me gun. Would you sometimes look at old Photos that we took that day That gloomy day, when you told me It's over Don't you really know what I felt then? If I took some little pills End without a scream, wha

I know, I know... I am totally loser. Whateva? I didn't need to hear this at all. It's horribly sad. SAD! After I did my entrance exams, I had to cry my eyes out for a long while. From what I've lived so far, I have never met such a boorish people! I cannot stand it! It's not about they said me that I haven't got talent at all. I don't care what they think about me. It's all about how I was treated. When they told me that I have nothing to do here, on Academy of Art, when they claimed that my works are on the 5-years-old child's level and finally when they told me, that if I pass this exam, it'll be a miracle. How can a proffesional commit

I AM    O V E R W O R K E D!      ;__; It's the worst period in my life since my dad's gone. Tomorrow I'm doing my entrance exam for the Academy of Art, so I'm sitting down, drawing, painting, sweating and getting more nervous and nervous. I just cannot stand it. I hope that it will be worth that damn trip through the pencils, brushes, cotton sticks and dirty hands in every 5 minutes. I'm working harder than anyone in the world :< I think only people in the mines do bigger work. Speaking of sessions, I believe that you like our "Vintage & Rock" session. Soon, you could find some more photos here -> ~mirwus (https://www.deviantart.com/mirwus) Hope you like it!